Saturday, April 30, 2011

24APR11~30APR11

if i had to choose one word to describe my week, it would be "off". does this ever happen to you? seriously!?!? it was a good week, a productive week, however it has been slightly off... kind of like i am missing something but not really! the weather continues to be bipolar-one moment the sun is shining, then the sun is shining with snow flurries, then the black clouds roll in leaving a blanket of snow as they depart-repeated every hour. the chill in the air is damp, and i continue to wait for warmer days.
these are two of my favorite things... sunshine and daisy's
reminding myself to stop and just enjoy the moment

Saturday, April 23, 2011

17APR11~23APR11

a week filled of trying to recover...

my doctor pointed out to me that April is the month I tend to get sick. CHECK! on the up side of things I have that crossed off and now (hopefully) do not have to worry about it until next year :)

i bought myself some daisy's to help me a long my road to recovery.

in my simple abundance day book there was focus on aroma therapy... i accepted i'm going to have to wait on this :) until the mucus monsters decide to vacate my nasal cavity!

the end of the week was better... i was able to color eggs with the boys (syd had to work). we made little monsters :) with wiggly eyes (max vocalized this and used his body to explain how it looked to him lol)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

10APR11~16APR11

hope
what gives us hope? 
for me, hope comes in the form of a ray of sunshine ~ sneaking through grey clouds. hope is waking up knowing you will make a difference today! hope is believing it will get better. hope is reassurance~a warm blanket~string around your finger reminding you the rough patch is temporary and kinder roads are ahead.

my first week back from a two week vacation (stay-cation). it was fun getting back into the groove of things, i had people say i was "glowing" or "radiant" (makes ya feel good). i guess it shows on the outside, when you are in a good place on the inside (mentally~spiritually). i've found center, it has been a long time since i stood here. i am drawing a map on how to get back to this place :) so if i become lost again, i'll have a guide. and then change enters into my little word. i am trying to ride the wave of "now", embracing all that is present. reminding myself EVERYTHING is temporary... :) well it is! lol

Saturday, April 9, 2011

03APR11~09APR11

calling mother nature...
hey ma, mony here
thank you for the many rays of sunshine in between jack frosts temper tantrums! i guess boys will be boys :) we have had snow storms all this week - typical spring weather. i am waiting as patiently as i can for warmer days.
<3 me

on my little stay-cation i was able to scratch five things off the list. i'm feeling rather accomplished :) i also have come to the conclusion i am an organized mess (yes i realize this is an oxymoron, however it is the ugly truth).
energy... i am working on influencing mine. accepting the fact, my energy level is changing with age (along with my perception of reality). i am willing myself to look up, to move forward, to dis-guard the many things which are holding me down~back. looking in the "mirror" and "being kind". continuing to be satisfied with authentic efforts, and urging regret out of the "picture".

Saturday, April 2, 2011

27MAR11~02APR11

look what i made!!!
for it being my stay-cation i have been busy busy busy! i put sunshine in my bathroom (the color is "sunbeam") AND i put in new light fixtures =) 
operation powder-room face lift is complete! 

my frame of mind... color is good
~LOL~